one more hr...

one more hr!!! dang assignments! ahhh

i cant find my...

i cant find my nail clipper!

i feel li...

i feel like brusing my teeth.. off i go.. its gonna look like this> =D

sh...

she speaks french! its difficult for me to contain myself when she looks into space, her eyes are so beautiful.. eveything about her is beautiful.. i love the way she removes her hair from her forehead so he eyes can glare from the light better.. i love the way she leans onto her palm when she listens to someone.. it makes me wish i was near her, closer than the 12 feet we are away form eachother.. our eye contact and the smiles we throw make me happy.. but i'd prefer to listen to her.. and watch her gestures as she talks about things she's passionate about, i love her voice and the black little slippers she wears.. i get scared and nervous around her, but when i'm near her she's so beautiful and her personality creates this joy in me.. i want to know her more, but i dont want to invade her space or make her feel uncomfortable since its probably obvious i'm interested in her.. shes irish and speaks french.

i've...

i've been talking to this guy, M, and my bf and i would get on these little arguments on the insecurity of our relationship, because of the distance.. we're about 2 hours away.. i opened up about the many guys that have attempted to have a relationship with me, but its normal like that.. people want you when youre taken.. well he got angry.. and recently i explained how none of them attract me blah blah.. and yet i'm still talking to this guy.. i hate to say this but i fall in love easily, but for a short moment, it goes and comes back... grr M:I would never be mad at youM: unless you stopped loving meoh geeze..

i wen...

i went to this gathering with a bunch of women.. most of them being old friends, others almost seeming to be sluts, but down-to-earth sluts which did make them sexy but i still had to put up with them... they were mere aquaintances... somewhere during the 4 hour chit-chat one of the girls brought up celebrities and personal stories of getting illegally involved, angelina jolie and biance of destinys child came about and how sexy they were.. the entire room was practically filled with women and they started talking about fucking women which surprised me but i was attentive to what was going on even during my side conversations.. i doubted anyone was or would admit to their bi or les sexuality.. even though i believe everyone is gay in their own level... but i enjoed hearing them argue over who they would fuck and how entirely beautiful each woman is... i remember some talking about their posters all over their room.. it made me wonder if the posters were hung to turn on their boyfriends or they actually hung them for themselves... some of them even said, "she makes me a dyke" heh i didnt feel like putting in my input but i enjoyed listening.. anyway they were pretty crazy later on they started punching each others breasts which i thought why dont you make out already! overall it was a pretty interesting time.. i've talked to some girls i've seen but never talked to and there was a lot of eye contact and smiles.. which i hate because i dont know what theyre thinking.. either theyre flirting or thinking something like what color is her hair which really pisses me off because i dont know what body language i should respond with... uggh! i was able to spend time with a friend i havent seen in years, he was so awesome.. we went to this restaurant and well it was just nice.. i dont think i was cheating hehe.. this guy was like an old friend that of course i still have feelings somewhat for, but i still was thinking of my bf of course phone is ringing :)damn i want a gf :( .. how do i know when a girl is throwing me vibes... i get confused when theyre so damn nice..help?

commitments ar...

commitments are bad... uggh