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she speaks french! its difficult for me to contain myself when she looks into space, her eyes are so beautiful.. eveything about her is beautiful.. i love the way she removes her hair from her forehead so he eyes can glare from the light better.. i love the way she leans onto her palm when she listens to someone.. it makes me wish i was near her, closer than the 12 feet we are away form eachother.. our eye contact and the smiles we throw make me happy.. but i'd prefer to listen to her.. and watch her gestures as she talks about things she's passionate about, i love her voice and the black little slippers she wears.. i get scared and nervous around her, but when i'm near her she's so beautiful and her personality creates this joy in me.. i want to know her more, but i dont want to invade her space or make her feel uncomfortable since its probably obvious i'm interested in her.. shes irish and speaks french.

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i've been talking to this guy, M, and my bf and i would get on these little arguments on the insecurity of our relationship, because of the distance.. we're about 2 hours away.. i opened up about the many guys that have attempted to have a relationship with me, but its normal like that.. people want you when youre taken.. well he got angry.. and recently i explained how none of them attract me blah blah.. and yet i'm still talking to this guy.. i hate to say this but i fall in love easily, but for a short moment, it goes and comes back... grr M:I would never be mad at youM: unless you stopped loving meoh geeze..