fuck i...

fuck its cold

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conversation with a friend..him(k): You there?me: yay!!!!!me: hi sweetiek: lolk: I love when you say YAY!!!k: How are you?me: heheme: i'm happy to see you onk: lolme: i'm really tiredk: I was on before.... but I didn't see youme: and theres some guy that wants to cyberk: How come whenever I am on you are tired lolk: It lolk: I am sorryk: i was on too, i didnt see you eitherk: Talk to you someother timeme: are you leaving?k: Because it is late over there right?me: its only 10k: I thought you said you were tiredme: i'm always tiredme: hehek: lolk: That is funnyme: but i stay up anywayk: Well....................... How was your day?k: lolk: How was your day?me: pretty good i guessme: i'm just concentrating how tired i amme: heheme: *onk: LOLme: Funny womank: You make me roll laugh all the timeme: lolk: I get a big kick out of youme: thats nice to know:)k: Usually in school.... I just walk to my classes and don't talk to anybody.me: awwk: Although.... every one knows me and always say hik: You popular in your school?me: oh yea i'm like that as wellme: i wouldnt want to be popular if i had a choiceme: but i think i know a well large amount of ppl in the schoolme: i'm thinking its the same as youk: I am kind of populark: Not all because of looksk: But because friends need help... I help them and they fell like I am da bomb and I am like a god for them to hang aroundk: I am like someone that makes them feel safek: How about you?me: ahhk: You feel like someone helped you and you owe them?me: i'm not sure if i can relate as much as the "god" part, but friends go to me for help, advice, and security as well... they way i see it is that they like me because i can understand them in mostly every wayk: Well.... I am the person people feel they owewhy are there friends? are they really friends? i never had a best friend... i came extremely close until she turned against me for the 5th time... go figure... maybe i'm scared of the relationship of having a best friend... that issue would come up so many times... i dont think i'm "best friend" material... and i'm sorry to those people that i deliberately screwed over because the truth was i was scared to become your best friend... talk about defense mechinism...yeh ya... i have problemsgo me!

its so cold i...

its so cold i want to hibernate.... theres no sun and i'm all bundled up.. it almost seems as if i'm in alaska.. i have so many things to do this entire week, i should start now.. start sleeping..

i'...

i'm so hyper... i just got back from an awesome ride i need to get all cleaned up... i bought myself some new shampoo and i'm going to go enjoy it pretty soon... lol i'm a dork

pa...

parents think i started up smoking again... damn i want a good rock or punk song to listen to!!!!!!! any suggestions??

wine, chi...

wine, chips, FRIENDS, and homework :P

bed.....

bed... blah

i'm hungry an...

i'm hungry and the parents are fighting again *door slam* i need to do my homework.. maybe run an errand for a composition book for school.. its monday oh wait yay its tues! haha something to look forward to. dark angel is on tonight.. i feel like partying or maybe even watching a movie... i should just go for a walk

ahh

alrightly i knew i gotta write something... i'm forcing myself to be on the net since i've already been here for about 6 hours or so... during that time i wasn't even sure what the hell i was doing... i feel drugged which i'm not, just high on coffee and it explains why i want a cigarette... grrrrrr i should be doing so many other productive things, but hey i just love to waste time and procastinate ;)

th...

throat hurts and i'm about to take off to the library.. damn physics.. this song reminds me of Save The Last Dance.. i dunno about yall but it was cute, and i need to get a pic for myself =/ note to self: find pic!